Friday, April 14;
trickling by
does anyone realise how loooooooooong the transition period that a level kids have to wait before (hopefully) get into a damn university or at least (hopefully) further studies somehow or another? wah. just think, we finished our killer sickening papers in early november with some fortunate ones finishing earlier, WAIT till march to get our results and then WAIT to get university acceptance, then WAIT to (hopefully, again) start our new life as university students. well this is assuming that the rest of you are females like me too:) the males do have loads to keep themselves busy for a pretty long time:)
i guess it's inevitable (THEY always have some reason for these kinda things) for this arrangement and all this waiting period, but it's just really abnormal for a fresh a level grad student. comeon, all the while, spore's education journey that we had to hop on, has always been, erm, too efficient. year in, year out. be it primary school or jc, somehow another, we would be attending somesort of institution with practically no breaks. holidays are always taken up, homework & assignments have always existed, projects are given oh-so-freely, etc. this doesnt include the rapid pumping and frantic race that all students and teachers put through during the normal school teaching terms. or maybe it's just that ive always been a busy kid. haha
but back to the point, now the females, we're just waiting. putting ourselves in part-time jobs that cant pay well due to our still-limited education level, doing silly things and for most, we wont want to be in these jobs - anymore - if we can choose it. of cos there are some who'd rather work than study. no matter how drilling and freakin helpless studies make me, i guess i would rather do that than work. for now that is. im still nineteen, im not cut short my life as a student and increase my career duration. eeeeeeeeeeeeeekks. well, being difficult, nor do i want to study like some maniac for another like 30 years. please, no way. am i making sense? haha maybe not, but still, it just feels abnormally uncomfortable to think that your tertiary school life is over, and we have just so much time now. initially, im sure some, or me that is, had that sudden feeling of incompetent management of this new-found time. esp for some of us, for our male entertainment dolls are out there playing with mud, dancing round leafy trees, having picnics under little teepees in nice greeen sexy uniforms ;)
guess we have to find our own entertainment, fill in our half-filled/empty schedules, do almost brainless-jobs, actually sit around to watch tv & eat a tubful of ben&jerry's (*wink idza b :] ), watch the rain & sun take turns to play with the clouds or actually notice that your neighbour's auntie/sister/brother/dad/mother/dog/fish has been missing for months now. BEFORE being reeeled into (hopefully) campus life again where all the usual rush rush bustle bustle hustle start again. that would be more normal :)
btw photo albums (of old photos hehee) have been put up & oh to all those who do feel for today, Good Friday to you :)
p/s: maybe im in this mood cos my bigthing was returned to the rightful owner for one day ;)Labels: nostalgia, random, school
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