ever had one of those 'whatever' moments?
like somehow any decision made about a particular thing,
well, okay loh.you know, like one of those times you just simply don't care what happens.
don't get me wrong.
it's not one of those explosive, wow-im-taking-a-huge-risk adrenaline high jumps.
it's really one of those, "
i don't care, okay, so be it, do whatever" kinda moments.
more like, you just don't really take even that 1% to think about that issue or item.
you just don't care.
you don't care about the outcome, or the situation, or basically, anything related to it.
and somehow you find yourself giving that quizzed look and you just keep shrugging your shoulders to almost anything.
maybe it's some kind of feedback. or some lash back against something.
you know like lactic acid that builds up in the muscle after rigorous activity?
ya maybe something like that.
or maybe it's the diffusion of negative flow from the surroundings.
but like i said, it's one of those, "
ok, whatever, anything" moments.
i think it's new around me, but im not sure if i want it around. well, it's here already anyway. will probably wait it out and see how it goes. not like im going to go do research on it.
i know this has of no relation, but the usual 10 min thing doesn't really help. but i wish it did and i wish you could, but i guess it's ok.
Labels: peeved, ponder, school
