pondering over the last day of the year,
is almost like standing at the edge of earth and you are almost about to experience a change, a drop, a twist that can turn out disastrous or brilliant.
you turn behind to look over your shoulder, balancing yourself carefully so that you wont fall too soon.
you look back at the many days the year has brought you and you remember scenes you know you cant replicate, you cant create, you can only remember.
then you look forward, looking down from the edge - cautious that you wont fall through, or you may not even want to see what's ahead, being afraid of what the future has decided to unleash out to you. but yet, your curiosity builds.
dont ask me why im suddenly thinking of this. more random than anything else. ok ok fine, maybe im being a little dramatic here :)
the new year's coming to knock on our door soon :)
Labels: nostalgia, ponder, random
