there's so many things to say, so many things to articulate, so many things to explain, so many things to express before they all slip away in wind and time.
when do you say what you want to? when's a good or proper time? now, later, soon or not yet?
how much do you say? everything, some things, or maybe even none at all?
but what's the most effective, efficient manner? will it be the most hurtful? the most tiring and emotionally draining? or will it confuse the heart with the mind?
what do you
really do?
my summer spectrum kaleidoscope is turning a little grey; with speckles of ash and charcoal. unlike the sunlight streaming through like it usually (or sometimes, at least) has. i do hope it's temporary. cos i'd really like my colours to come back, to shine through without having a worry to think about or bother its adrenaline and excitement.
do you know what's happening?Labels: alittlebitoff, insides
