have you had moments when you lose your senses to the surroundings?
when you lose control of your ability to be aware.
when you unconsciously become that brown dry curled leaf, being whisked away by the wind.
your consciousness lost in the disarray of the world.
your sanity's power over your reality is, for that moment, temporarily lost.
you allow your mind to float over decisions, choices and options.
at that instance, for some reason, personal preferences do not matter.
it's as though youre sleep walking through the world's moments and days.
you just aren't in control of what you usually are. you're not even aware of that.
but then after that moment, out of the blue,
you suddenly get snapped out of that bubble.
you turn around to see the bloodstains, the mess and filth that was made.
what do you do now? who do you blame? what sense can be made out from this?
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