i feel like a little two-year-old girl on a huge huge
huge interactive mat.
there's so many squiggles and random lines drawn all over the place, crossing over each other, intertwining and messy. oh and buttons to press too.
there are loads of these big, nasty, complicated adultish words found all over the place; as though they are strewn randomly at various places on the mat.
somehow, relative to size, the mat just seems so so huge. like i can never see the end of all those colourful squiggles and lines.
i know i can follow one of these squiggles, one of these lines to get to some end/edge of the mat. but these squiggles and lines obviously dont have the same routes, distances and levels of difficulties.
hmm now, sitting in the middle and looking in front, left, right and behind, it's really just choosing which scrawled crayon line i want to (or think i should) follow.
at the same time, from some distance, i can hear this distinctive bell that has this constant ringing - not too quick and not too near. but even then, i can sense it's going to speed up.
and i dont think i'm going to like it when the bell is shrilling in my ear.
