i'm definitely not having pre-menstrual symptoms. in any case, i usually dont have such bad bad vibes and negativity when i do. i just consume abit more. but that is besides the point.
why does it feel so utterly vexing today? mixed with resignation and
sian-ness, if there is a word for it.
it just feels like i've been given this short string of cotton strung in a needle. and somehow i have (or maybe hope) to make a cotton shirt appear.
it's not a good feeling right? why today?
doesnt help that i hate hate
hate disappointing people. it's just so detestable.
what can i be trusted on then?
Labels: insides, jittery
