it's 15 minutes away from 12 midnight, before it turns 4th march.
that makes it exactly a month since i came back from hong kong, five-month's worth of living away.
it also marks my first day at work, at hopefully a place that i will learn and make it work for me.
it just feels so quick and swift how the days and weeks have past since the time i landed back here.
well, it's not hard to get back to life here. you just blow off the dust and pull out the weeds that had gathered and overgrown and get back on again.
it's more like getting used to change sitting on your shoulder sometimes, waiting for you to make a decision so that something can happen. unless you let her take over instead. which won't be something favourable if you're not up for it, not prepared for it or just don't like it.
i haven't been at school for lessons or assignments, because, like a dying elderly waiting on for death in a hospice, i'm waiting to graduate. to get that piece of heavier-than-normal-piece of paper that certifies my three years learning about the media and skills to survive (hopefully) in it.
i'm also waiting to see which pathways are available for me to take my next step. it feels a little foggy and a little hazy out there now, but in time, well it has to, i'd get to know (and hopefully, to choose) where to go.
i know i know, ive been on this for quite a while now right? can't help it when youve got university applications to keep up with and with a mind wandering and wondering.
well, on the clock, it's one minutes away now.
take a deep breath, hui tze, being lazy in cold weather like that won't be too often anymore. :)
Labels: alittlebitoff, nostalgia
