i really do not like this feeling.
it's like somehow you've got this spiraling, swirling, twisting cynical laughing monster in you.
you're out of control on this thing. human or not. living or not.
and it's bringing you deeper and deeper. so deep that you're so close to the bottom of the ground.
it's like your core is tightening, pulling, straining so much it's almost hard to breathe.
gravity.
probably, surely and almost likely, a close relative to
reality.
whatever it is, i just
don't like the feeling; or now at least.
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