just before you settle your eyes face to face with the exam paper.
it's so subjective that it can hoover over the panic days before the date, or to that second you lay your ass in that cold, unfriendly seat, that one of many.
that moment of un-settlement stems from the whole mess of things you have in the head that you're trying to contain and not let out, shutting all air that could cause contamination.
but it's so messy, like your hand just grabbed hold of a bunch of red-yellow-stripped McDonalds plastic straws - the most you can gather - in that grasp.
there's no headings, no bulletpoints, no highlighting. just words/images all floating about in that tiny head of yours.
it doesnt stop there, cos when you flip over the question paper, like floodgates, the massive crowd rushes out of your head. and again, you mentally grab hold of whatever you can remember - in hope they can form some answer.
happens to me, does it to you?
either way, i dooooon't like it :(
now that ive kinda finally scoured through (explains the mess, but it doesnt guarantee retention) human geog and its truckloads of readings, i wonder to myself hoooooow am i going to figure out physical geog within the next what, 24hours? considering i'd need time to do overall revision. physical geog is ever more sketchy than human :/
well then, it's back to where i left off.
good luck to the rest of those still having their papers. for those done, share the leftover luck please! gravely in need of that, thankyousbyes! :)
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