ever had moments you wonder to yourself why you're pausing?
like somehow you don't realise you're daydreaming or starring into space? when everything else around you seems like a blur, with time slipping away in hours, a short brief moment of vaccuum around you.
then when you stop to think. youve got these same slides that keep replaying and popping up in your mind. reminders, situations, moments, colour, sound and touch.
it's as though your mind is in shock. almost like a severe trauma or somesort of accident. but your mind grapples with shock by replaying.
now you know why some people go insane when images of the unwanted keep replaying in their heads.
they scream a silent scream and they can't stop it.
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