ho ho it's already the end of Feb! Miss March is really just round the corner, waiting in line like one of the Victoria Secret Angel models, all nervous and praying she doesnt get a wedgie.
today, was nice. i had a day to spend at home. finally. it's been too long since i had that chance to do so, without being disrupted by school (academic), school (non-academic), dinners, etc. it was nice :)
well, of course it wasnt as productive as all my usual plans positively hope to be. the day was peppered with clearing emails (non-academic) and planning (also non-academic), but it's a start. a nice start to be at home, clear it and then i can do others once i'm done.
it's just 7ish, but dinner and bath are done and my mails are pretty much cleared to the minimum. so it's a good start for other work (academic) now.
let's just pray and hope nothing too drastic like a typhoon in my room and a hurricane at my window would change my plans.
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chiselled, engraved and hard to fade.
it's true. i can't kick you out, i can't remove you with pliers, i can't erase you with an eraser, i can't paint you over, i can't hide you in a cupboard, i can't tear you into pieces, i can't replace you with a new bag, i can't cry to drown you away.
i can't break you into a thousand pieces that you'd be dust and be blown away.
i don't think i ever do, but it's just a reminder to myself that i can't.
you're going be around forever. and you're always going to be there.
and even in tears, holding pliers and a messy paintbrush of paint, i can only look back and smile.
Labels: alittlebitoff, nostalgia
