i'm gonna do up that creamless milkless mushroom soup properly one day. the last time for christmas, there was just too much starch. random, i know. don't mind me.
sure, 'moving on' sometimes mean forcing one's self into a new environment, something strange, someplace unfamiliar, somehow uncomfortable. but it doesn't always have to be the case.
'keeping in touch' isnt synonymous with 'NOT moving on'. they are simply just so different concepts that one has to really grapple with. such assumptions are just a pinhole's view of the world, with expectations of the parochial.
in fact, they are the ones that help you stabilise into new environments. sure you eventually do it on your own, but really, what's the point of drowning on your own, suffocating and gasping for air on your own, when you really do have the support to help you through? and really, they too are looking to you, for that same circle of support. self-maturity and selfishness doesnt have to be synchronised.
yes, world views change, but people aren't static. they change, they move, they mature and yes, even others also 'move on'. but 'moving on' together, albeit different pathways and journeys, help to survive.
so really, with my gregarious, cowardice and indecisive nature, i really won't be doing this 'moving on' on my own. in all defiance, i will be 'keeping in touch'.
sorry that really was a rant i had to let out. meanwhile, yes i'm back to interning again. this time for a really really short period of three months (sure it takes my whole first summer break, don't remind me) and it really really helps that jananitha sri's sitting next to me at work :)
righto, weekend's gone in a blink, good luck for surviving the week :) i know i have a loooong one to go!
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